I try to return to my spirituality.
I try to let my anger that wants to pass into violence, pass through me.
I try to let those things that frustrate me, frustrate me, but nothing more.
I try to put all of myself into every little thing I do without overworking myself.
I try to give myself time to relax.
I try to realize that I'm doing every day what I would have worked on doing for a year back home.
I try to make this world real.
I try not to forget the reality of the 1st world.
I try not to lose my passion.
I try not to lose my idealism.
I try not to be frustrated that I can't always be idealistic.
I try to make peace with things unalterable.
I try not to look at my watch so much.
I try not to ask "What if?"
I try not to worry about grammar.
I try everything.
I try understanding everyone around me.
I try making them understand me.
I try letting frustration pass through me.
I try looking at the future with one eye on the present.
I try looking at the past that way, too.
I try keeping my body as up to snuff as my mind.
I try writing every day.
I try enjoying something different every day.
I try to explain why.
I am just trying to help.
Peace
John
